i just blogged less than 2 hours ago...and wat was i doing? blog-hoppping!!! like wth...i shall jsut forget about studying and go sleep or something. just some dedications again. suddenly feel like writing.

to Kathy, just put everything into the LORD's hands k? and i'll always be there when you need it. just don't stress yourself so much. GOD will take charge.

to Charles, thanks for letting me vant my anger and talk to me online until super late at night. you too must work hard. i know you can do it. dont even need my help. dont be a stupid slacker anymore!

to Govin, i'll miss your jokes and pointing down to the floor hoping that i'll look down and then start laughing at me.i'm glad u found out what went wrong. i'll be there when you need help!

to sebastian, not very close to you but just wish you all the best in your future.

sad to see people leaving. but maybe it's better for them.we'll see each other i'm sure!

it's the end of one school year. JC has really been a taxing time for me and there's still one more year. but it's not as bad actually. thank God for the friends i made dring this one year. and strengthened friendships too! but lost contact with some. i'm sure to catch them up during the holidays. many things to do during the holidays. but shall get over with chinese and PW first. time to start planning for these 2 months! i better don't waste it!

built really good friendships this one year. just knew for less than a year but really managed to share problems with them. first, it was the dancers, then Ahmad, and now my dearest house comm. love the company in school. but i have been neglecting my sec school friends, even when we are always in the same compound. but they seem to know my problems even without me telling them. 4e4 is love!

learnt to open up to people this year. learnt that it is tiring to keep your feelings to yourself. really a big big thank you to all those who have been by my side for the past year. last year was a lot of physical hurt, and learnt to love my family more. this year, it's about friendship, and how important it is. i wonder what i'll learn next year? haha... thank GOD for letting me realise the lessons He's trying to teach me.

now, a list of what i gotta do:
1. DO MY QT! it has long been forgotten or taken seriously.
2. read! i really sould learn from my brother
3. meet up with my long lost friends. 4e4 is still love!
4. meet up with Ahmad. i miss them loads!
5. STUDY!!! especially chem and econs. if not...

ok...i think that's all. timeto study chinese. and i'll be alone for 1 day 2 nights.sad-ed. whatever lah...STUDY WANYEE!!!

i had a great day yesterday, especially in the night. details? go to spoon and gv's blog! just to stress one point that the two stressed many many many times, BRIAN (or BRYAN) is so freaking cute!!!!obsession!!!and fish&co in changiairport rocks my damn freaking life! haha...ok...anw...had a really really good time with my dear MIRANDA hse comm...we'll have more of these times i'm sure! and i have 2 corrupted photos in my camera. KHAI and QAHHAR!!!u all are so gg to die!

today was alright. never cry coz well, nothing for me to cry about anyway.just some words to some people

to syaf, thanks for your card, i really appreciated it. and i know that you will always be there! i love you!

to kevan, thanks for being there. thanks for making me laugh with your stupid jokes. i know i have the support from the whole hse comm!

to brian (the atlas one), dont be so angry k? anything got me around!

to vincent and some in my class, thanks for listening to my complain, and thanks for telling me how bastard they are.

and yet again, they said that i was happy, and saying that now miranda is under dictatorship. can they pls stop it. am i not sad enough? am i not depressed enough? am i not stressed enough? you people jolly well stop it. it's hurting a lot and i hope i can stop thinking about what you all say. but i cant. so please shut up.

and now i know, that there are people out there who still cares. thanks for that three words, though i didnt reply.

on another note, i hope people will stop asking me "so how? u be captain arh?" i have no answers. and i hope that's not all that you all care about. we may look strong on the outside. but deep inside, we are still hurt, sometimes not knowing what to do in the future, what to expect. but thanks geevee, for reminding me that all these was all in GOD's plan and every step, He has HIs reason.

i hope tomorrow wouldn't be the last time we will be having dinner together. i know it wouldn't.

a wrong decision was made yet again. i hope everyone is alright. i dont wanna answer any questions of anything. so dont ask.

i hope friday will never come. it may be the last day it seems but we will always be one. work hard boy, for next year. no more regrets k? we'll always be behind you, supporting you in whatever decisions you make. i hope thursday will never end. really looking forward to our dinner. i hope there will be no tears on both thursday and friday. i'll have to control myself. dont worry, i'll stay strong. really. the memories will always be there, all the things we have went through. there is still more to come. i'm sure. anything remember to find us k? we are always there, just one call, one message away.

it's coming to the end of the year. i hope ms lai dont say anything that will make me cry on friday, as well as mr tan. i don't wan2 cry on that day. no tears are to roll down wanyee. 3 more days to the most dreadful day of the year.

all my fellow friends will be missed.

while on msn the other day, i suddenly woke up and the fact finally sink in. i always thought i accepted it even before it was told. until that time, i finally feel the seriousness of it all. i wonder how will life be in the future. without him around.


anyway, thanks to all those who cared. i really appreciated it. i'll be alright k? dont worry about me.


to all those who said that i was happy since i got sole power, i'm disappointed that you all actually say that. by the way, thanks for showing that you all only think that i want power, and i'm gonna prove that point wrong. and try being in my position.


that felt great. it's gonna be tough for me next year, especially the first 2 months. but i know God will bring me through.

anw, my bro just flew to aussie this afternoon. and my mum gonna fly to beijing tmr. so it's me and my dad. and most prob my dad's gonna fly to shanghai this month so i'll be left alone.sian-ed.

a big sigh of relief

promos was long gone, open house ended 3 days ago. but that's a lot more things to look forward to next year.

Orientation 1, Orientation 2, Road Race(maybe), DANCE CONCERT!!!, colloseum(maybe), BLOCK TESTS!(why am i even thinking of that?)and the list goes on...

open hse was damn freaking tiring. imagine dancing under that bloody hot sun with a super freaking thin shoes and having your bloody nose running like mad. and trying to rally ppl but only some cared. even liangting said i looked sick on stage. haha. i really was!but overall it was a good experience. i'm sure we'll improve!right hse comm?

haha...anw ppl, sign up for OGL! i'm sure you all will like the experience!