feelings???

my bro got straights As!!!!so happy for him...but...my stress level is really really reallyREALLY increasing...can i get that results 2 years later? am i ever gonna study as hard as my bro? am i even gonna study? would i have friends like my bro's tt study and encourages each other?

today is officially the last day of PAE...i'm sad that we have to part...i'm sad that i wont be seeing some ppl again...i'm sad that i most prob wont be posted to mj(though i got appeal)...even though there were some quarrels between the OG, i still will miss them...sometimes they brighten up my day by their lame jokes my king kong cheer and eventhough it's irritating when u all sing sexy back, but at least there's noise...sometimes not very pleasant but still sound...something that i most prob wont hear in 4406...but i LOVE 4406...should put some dedications to ppl here...

to Melissa a.k.a lala...thanks for gg high with me...thanks for helping me spot my eye candy..thanks for whatever...thanks for just being there...

to Wan Ling a.k.a. sunnie...the bottle is terrific!!!!haha...no one will know what i'm talking about...anw...thanks for all the time we spent talking...during OGL camp blah blah blah...

to Clarene...i realised i still havent return you your badge....anw...thanks for joking around...thanks for buying lunch with me everytime...

to PeiYu a.k.a Popo...thanks for being so cute...thanks for talking about wu zun(he rocks!!!)...thanks for talking crap with us and bringing joy to my life...

to Hou Jun a.k.a tinktink...sorry that u have to leave...but we'll stay in touch ya...go your hse and bug u everyday...anw...thanks for talking during recess brightening up my life...

to Timothy a.k.a aunty...thanks for coming up with the king kong cheer...making me so famous now...jkjk...thanks for all the rubbish you say which is totally not funny...

to Eugene...thanks for gg home with me...thanks for all the talks while gg home...making my day more interesting...thanks for all your effort in bringing the OG together...

to Hafiy...thanks for being so funny in class...making me laugh every single lesson no matter how emo i am that day...

to Qahhar...thanks for brightening up my day...thanks for playing with my hair...

to Miranda 3...thanks for all the fun and joy...thanks for all the loud cheers...thanks for being cooperative...

to 07S205...thanks for making my day....running arnd the sch with you guys...

to TKGians in Mj...really glad to have known a lot more ppl and really talk to each other...let's cont rawking Mj ya...

to others whom i know through whatever reasons...really glad knowing all of you all...

ok...tt was a very long post...a lot of thoughts running through my mind...thinking tt many 4306 ppl in Mj leaving to go Tj...i'll lose some tkg friends...but thinking that ph is coming over...i'm really happy...but did i make the right choice in gg Mj...i dun want PAE to end...but it just ends in a blink of an eye and i'm left with about 2 days to wear my tkg uniform...maybe i shall sew my belt and be guai for the last time i wear it...oh well...