不知为什么心里很不安.
还有那么—点点的时间
我真的可以做到吗?
好不容易走到这一步
为什么不要好好的走下去?
相信神!
他祝福的手—直在带领着我
他的恩典—定够我用的!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
farewell-events
1. ELYSIUM dance concert 2008
it was a dream come true since sec 1 when i started dancing in school. though it was really tiring, but i was glad that all went well. i'll miss those days in the studio and all the scoldings and laughters and naggings and pain. and don't forget, ms wee saved 2 dances for us!
2. ACES day
it's just so scary to lead a dance in front of the whole school. but i was glad that it went well. from teaching the dances during PE lessons, the recording and mixing of the songs, making up names for the steps for easier memory, i'm glad it went well. and ACES should be the only thing that the whole hse comm did together.
3.Orientations
4 orientations, 4 totally different experiences. first as OGM, then OGL, then OHL, then MOHL. i wouldn't say i had fun in all, but i learnt many lessons through them.
4. cheerleadings/colosseums
it's so tiring as a cheerleader. so hard to coordinate. it's so difficult to try to make practices fun but yet serious. it was so difficult to not use the dance method of polishing, coz ppl wun know what difference it makes when angles are wrong. but i had fun overall i guess. but it was just really tiring.
5. road race
i hate the mascot race. esp the 2008 one. running from head to toe, toe to head. tired sia. but well, what can i say?
6. open house
dancing under the sun at noon for 4 times, with flu, with cramps and feeling really sleepy. it was open hse when i thought that there were ppl who really cared.
7.SYF
i miss the seniors! it's the first time ever that i feel dance is really tiring. still rmb climbing over the fence. it's really great to know these people. can't wait for the next time we dance again!!!
8.LTC
my dear ahmads!!!i really had a great time! the cheers, laughter, dragon boating, campfire, SANDCASTLE!!!, and lots more!!! i really miss these bunch of people!!!and the fun!!!
9.Pre-U Sem
really tiring and a test of my patience. but i'm glad for those who were theree for me and hearing my complaints. and this is the last event that i really enjoyed myself!
10.Melbourne trip
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it was a dream come true since sec 1 when i started dancing in school. though it was really tiring, but i was glad that all went well. i'll miss those days in the studio and all the scoldings and laughters and naggings and pain. and don't forget, ms wee saved 2 dances for us!
2. ACES day
it's just so scary to lead a dance in front of the whole school. but i was glad that it went well. from teaching the dances during PE lessons, the recording and mixing of the songs, making up names for the steps for easier memory, i'm glad it went well. and ACES should be the only thing that the whole hse comm did together.
3.Orientations
4 orientations, 4 totally different experiences. first as OGM, then OGL, then OHL, then MOHL. i wouldn't say i had fun in all, but i learnt many lessons through them.
4. cheerleadings/colosseums
it's so tiring as a cheerleader. so hard to coordinate. it's so difficult to try to make practices fun but yet serious. it was so difficult to not use the dance method of polishing, coz ppl wun know what difference it makes when angles are wrong. but i had fun overall i guess. but it was just really tiring.
5. road race
i hate the mascot race. esp the 2008 one. running from head to toe, toe to head. tired sia. but well, what can i say?
6. open house
dancing under the sun at noon for 4 times, with flu, with cramps and feeling really sleepy. it was open hse when i thought that there were ppl who really cared.
7.SYF
i miss the seniors! it's the first time ever that i feel dance is really tiring. still rmb climbing over the fence. it's really great to know these people. can't wait for the next time we dance again!!!
8.LTC
my dear ahmads!!!i really had a great time! the cheers, laughter, dragon boating, campfire, SANDCASTLE!!!, and lots more!!! i really miss these bunch of people!!!and the fun!!!
9.Pre-U Sem
really tiring and a test of my patience. but i'm glad for those who were theree for me and hearing my complaints. and this is the last event that i really enjoyed myself!
10.Melbourne trip
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
"For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
Matthew 6:32-34
i guess God really wants me to stop worrying. results haven't been good and i have never felt so demoralised in my life before. and once again i was told that i underperform, but hello, cant you see i have improvements in ALL my subjects? you think i'm very happy with my results.i go everywhere trying to comfort ppl for their results. so? what about me? always telling ppl that i'm alright since there's improvement...so? well, if my chem get E in 'A's i'll have improvement! what so happy about that?
i dont know when i'll really not be able to take it. but i hope that day never come. i really pray that i'll really trust in theLORD and let all the negative things get out of the way so i really can concentrate. i really want a break.
please pray for me.
ps. HK trip was a great relaxer.
pss. my bday let me see the more impt things, not presents.
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