Imogen Heap - Hide And Seek

the ever so fabulous contemp song!

where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet
sinking feeling

spin me round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads - heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines (oh, you won't catch me around here)
blood and tears (hearts)
they were here first

Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whacha say,
Mmmm that its all for the best?
Because it is
Mmmm whacha say?
Mmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
whacha say?
Mmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs

(hide and seek)
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a (you don't care a) bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

(hide and seek)
oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit

sometimes, i just want to pon school. everyday i look at the timetable, i just want to stay at home. but i know it is not the right thing to do. lessons are so packed and recesses and lunches are used to do homework. and teachers are adding extra lessons. and tests are in 2-3 weeks time. and till now, i know nuts about things going on in class. except for maths. and being so busy with dance and house comm, i have no time to study. so how can i meet the expectations that i set for myself, that people are expecting? topping the class in maths and physics. can i do it once more? even chem. i should just spend this time to study. but obviously i'm not studying. i was talking to phoebe about using the comp for all the wrong reasons and mdm iznarti overheard the whole conversation and she just started laughing. funny. and i was late for school yesterday. first time this year. not like i really bothered.

and i realised i dont have much time to think of what happened through the day. and i just lose track of itme and where i am. while having chem lesson which was in the third floor, i just had this really strong feeling that i'm on the first floor. so wierd. and i dont even know what date it is and even worse, what day. i thought wednesday was a friday. i think i'm going crazy.

anyway, just some random thanking session.
thanks QAHHAR! for doing the CNY thing. which i think is a total waste of time.and coming out with the design of the mascot! we are so gonna win the mascot! ms lim wants the trophy BADLY! actually i also!

thanks SOOBOON! for being such a great secretary! and typing the list of runners and calling people to run! so glad that we have enough people! without you, miranda hse comm really can die. i'm sorry if i'm always not around. we do have our differences in thinking. and i've learnt to let go through all that has happened. i don't know what are your feelings at this very moment, but let me just say that i've put things behind me and am moving on. hope you are too! let us start afresh ya? i know this 1 plus month is gonna be tough on you since i'm always not around, but i'll still be there whenever i can. and i really appreciate it if you tell me about the progress and other things that is happening! thanks so much!

thanks PECKHONG! finally you give me my 4 month old present! HAHA!!! it's really great seeing you around in school! especially when our home rooms are just next to each other! really missed the times when you sat behind me and always got scolded by teachers for talking too much. all my fault. whole day only talk. haha. it's been great knowing you for 5 years and still counting! remembered this time of last year we thought that we would not have time to see each other again. but miraculously, you came MJC. and i don't feel alone any longer. especially when you are always beside me! anyway, we still gotta buy BINDHYA's present. if not she won't give us ours. and lets go out during CNY! i'm super free! since i told my mum dont ask me do homework.

thanks DANCE CLIQUE! we've known each other for 1 year now. from the days of SYF till the concert. really had a great time having lunch with you all and going crazy. and to YUENYIN my sleeping partner, studio is really a best place to sleep in school. to LOIS, my dearest daughter, really glad to have someone from hse comm that is in dance as well. when times i was down, i really had someone to talk to. to WANTING, subway rocks! anyway, loved all the times we spent together. be it dancing or EATING! you have more commitments now but dont pon dance and lessons ok? to IRIS and YUNN YUE, really had fun dancing and talking to you guys as well. lastly, to our ever so adorable GLADYS, it's been long since we last seen/talk to each other. i hope everything is going fine. really really hope to see you during dance concert. we miss you lots!

last of all, i want to congratulate all the newly appointed MIRANDA OGLS! i hoped you all had fun during OGL interview. never seen me so emo right? brian chia! haha...i really had fun during OGL interview, especially the scenario, which i think that it is the part that you all hate the most! anyway, i'm really sorry to those who are OGLS but posted to other houses, i know it doesnt feel good but hope you all still keep the spirit high! and all the best to those who want to be OHL!

such a long post. and full of randomness. haha.

爱回家 - 古巨基

勤力过 捱骂过 如做错
谁又会原谅我 怀念家中被窝
想去躲 这麼吃力 求甚麼

投入过 麻木过
磨练过 沉闷过 疲累过
其实我进取麼
时间从未敢蹉跎
赚到几多
赚到的只是你
能被你温柔无微的照顾
被你那麼在乎
平日有你纵坏已忘记辛苦

活著有你多好
多麼渺小都变宝
躺在平静被舖上漫谈来日旅途
回到家中便有你多好
一碗暖汤的鼓舞
沾湿我眼睛
有人期求我归家 来互抱

唯独你 明白我
成就过 谁又说 容易过
曾受了气几多
能听我解释因何 在这被窝

赚到的只是你
能被你温柔无微的照顾
被你那麼在乎
平日有你纵坏已忘记辛苦

活著有你多好
多麼渺小都变宝
躺在平静被舖上漫谈来日旅途
回到家中便有你多好
一碗暖汤的鼓舞
沾湿我眼睛
有人祈求我归家

自问已经得到
得到你比一切好
躺在平静被舖上望浮云在过路
回到家中便有你多好
张开两臂的鼓舞
沾湿我眼睛
眼前繁华有几好 来互抱

thanks to MIRANDA! you guys were great! never seen freshmen so hyper on the first day! even i wasn't like that.

thanks to MIRANDA OGLS! thanks for helping! sorry i might get harsh sometimes but i really hope you all had fun!all the best for your As...HAHA!

thanks to MIRANDA HOUSE COMM! thanks for all the help in the preparations and campfire and durin orientation itself. sorry for being so self centred.

thanks to JUN KAI! you have been a really great house liaison!thanks for always being there. and for the dedication.

thanks to JANICE! our MAC PAC! haha...thanks for giving me that hug

thanks to GENEVIEVE! thanks for talking things out with me. i really haven't been letting go things.

thanks to 4 HOUSE CAPTAINS! really had a great time filming with you all. and i really loved the campfire one! all the stupid things you all did

thanks to FAZALL! thanks for helping me come out with that speech. i'm so glad you are in Miranda!

it's the new year!!!!whatever lah...just felt like blogging since i most probably wun have the time to blog anymore...coz sch is startin...wth lah...and i haven finish my hw....basically, i just did waves tutorial and 1 qn of maclaurin's...such a great achievement!!!haha...just some thoughts for the past year...

well...started a blog in february. i was reading every single post, and a lot of things flashed in my mind. i really thank God for this blog. at least i managed to sort out my emotions. control it. at least i know better what i'm thinking. YAY!!! i'm starting to go crazy. coz tml's the start of ORIENTATION!!!!whatever lah...and i'm not slping until 2 again!!!coz of HK 903 award ceremony!!after this ceremony, still got 2 mroe to go!!!which means i ahve 2 more late nights!!!but who cares...hhaa...love seeing JOEY!!!and EASON was really great with his song,"crying in the party". how he transformed a lsow song to a fast song and sing it so funnily but really well. HOCC was great too!!!! VINCY!!!haven't seen her yet...HINS was great as well...won best song! ok...i dunno what else to write...byebye!!!