SYF

it's over. mixed feelings. happy. sad. seniors stepping down. no more guy as funny as galvin. no more girls who can suan tcher so well. no more blowing of whistles. no more talks about guys. no more dancing with seniors.

its just the beginning. that's what the seniors say. i just hope this won't come to an end. no matter how much time dance has taken. i'll really miss them. i've never felt so close to dance before. i've never liked dance. but not now. i love dance. a part of me is telling me to withdraw from house comm. but i'm not doing that.

i'm really dreading tomorrow. council nominees are dreading it coz results are coming out. i'm dreading it coz it might well be the last time we juniors and seniors gather together. tears will stream down people's face. i don't want this to happen.

all the effort we've put in for the four plus months did not come to a waste. a really painful experience. physically. emotionally. mentally. but a really memorable one. i'll remember SYF forever. the time we spent dancing. the time we spent dreading dance. the time we spent listening to tchers saying how lousy we are. the time when we were threatened to get out of the competition just a week before. we managed to clinch a gold. and it was worth a gold. especially when something cropped up in the morning of the competition. we worked hard. and we deserve it.

i want to go back to dance now. 4 days without dance. it feels weird. i look forward to school because of my dancers. a thing that will never happen in secondary school.

shall do my PI now. bye.

滾--楊千嬅+梁漢文

作曲：雷頌德｜填詞：林夕｜編曲：雷頌德｜監製：雷頌德
女：你控訴我　接吻接上癮
密密外遇　令你很痛恨
你呷醋呷上癮　膽敢去諷刺我　不愧是女人
男：平時和人　如何尋開心 　　
捏著浴巾　去擁抱別人
苦苦的啞忍　離開妳
合：沒要緊

女：你作個證據　再對我教訓
男：和他搞公司　是你蝦我笨
女：我放棄奮鬥　你至安心
男：跟他幾點鐘　方有著快感
女：堂堂男人　別太過份
男：如何纏他　我當顧問
女：何必於一起　沒半點信任
男：三天不見了　談何被信任

＊女：睡就睡　男：妳作對 　
女：你喝醉　男：請不必屈我喝醉 　
女：梳化都給你割碎　男：全都因妳衰＊
＃女：睡就睡　男：妳說對 　
女：你撤退　男：跟他好一對愛侶　我走開妳沒負累 　
女：請你滾　滾出去 　
男：妳愛滾　不配做人　爬出去 　
合：鬼上身　趕不退 　
男：我有信心　不怕行雷 　
合：看心虛會是誰 　
女：你去　　男：認罪 　
合：然後看死你落淚＃ 　

女：從未了解你　　　男：我偏再縱寵妳 　
女：我也太縱你　　　男：妳當我已死 　
女：別日夜在妒忌　　男：假得妳 　
女：我也有吻過你　　男：是為著好奇 　
合：天都知　你與我　誰人有理 　
男：天天想妳　　　　女：才叫你妒忌 　
男：彼此躲避　　　　女：自卑的你　日嘈夜嘈　調情亦無味 　
男：終於嘲笑我　我愛妳不起

REPEAT＊＃

男：和人愛吧抱吧吻吧叫吧去吧舞吧　還是算吧
女：酸吧苦吧哭吧飲吧湯吧癲吧　別要醒吧
男：早已輸了不怕不怕不怕不怕 　　隨便對他笑我如何小家　
合：咒吧
女：你不化　男：憎妳　憎我　惹起對罵
女：講真　因你極小家 合：你使我羞家　羞家　真羞家

REPEAT＃

女：再見　男：不見
合：誰又有空再受罪
女：再見　男：分居
合：無謂吻傷我味蕾

愛一個上一課--容祖兒

作曲：藍奕邦
填詞：林夕
編曲：Jim Ling@Zoo Music
監製：舒文@Zoo Music & JY
像有感情　到天星　看風景
他似無還有偏卻　不承認
為了此人　算初戀　太高興
失去承受更悲傷的本領
然後遇著　我至今的經典
曾緊張得似應戰　一晚渡無限風險
然後漸漸　沉重到　不願見
人會變　情會厭　從沒甚麼保險

＊誰擔保可不可　有一個愛一個 　
為何我不可　值得好點結果 　
即使悔恨又如何　別離得多不痛楚 　
其實帶淚都該慶賀　失戀不怕多 　
多得天的許可　愛一個上多一課 　
自由也不錯　被吹熄的愛火 　
光影總算照亮過　想開心如何懶惰 　
無謂算盡機關只要情動　也不敢錯過＊

逃避寂寞　期待吃喝玩樂
談得多戀愛更覺　不領會何謂快樂
誰是玩伴　誰是愛的幻覺 誰與我　
能永遠　留在夢中天國

Repeat ＊

some people

seriously...since some person is b*tching bout some person, i shall stand here and defend that person.

just because she dint let you go somewhere doesn't mean she suck doesn't mean she's unreasonable and everything. and if i was the tic i wouldn't have let u leave either. and mind u she let me leave early because my dad was hospitalised. this should tell u tt she's reasonable.

anw...i seriously think that ur heart is NOT with us. it's with that other place. NOT us. AND, us missed 2 of the best seesions BECAUSE u went to THAT place. that session was even better than today's. and u actually use ur MC so that u can go that place. so much for being a part of us.

and since u missed 2 of the best sessions, u wouldn't know the really really big difference in our then and on wed. and i'm just telling u that we really deserve the scolding. and though she might not be a pro...at least she danced before, i mean u are not the only one in the world that dances...and she's just disappointed at us for dropping so much....but at least we came back to our usual self and so she dint scold us.

and i tell u,if you really want a gold please at lesat show me that u like to be in the team and not in another place.

dance...

today was one of the first dance pracs....no screams from instructors....we move on really really quickly and got praised by mr zaki at the beginning...

1 half more wks to SYF and i really can feel that we are all putting our whole in it...though training is 5 times a week but we know we can do it and dance our best for this last stretch...

the school built the studio for us, gave us super experienced instructors so we WILL do our best...no matter what we get so long as we do our best...

anw...i really think the school should have performing arts scholarship....i mean...today when i went to sch...all the performing arts group were there...band choir guitar co dance....we really should get more recognition....we train like 5 times a wk just for SYF, sacrifice so much of our time and getting injured and everything...

anw...all the best to tkg chinese dance and mj guitar for syf!!!

YAY!!!

I FINISHED MY FIRST DRAFT FOR PI!!!!
was sitting in front of the laptop for the whole afternoon and night doing PI...and my butt hurts now...so happy i finished...but still got a long long way to go...oh well...at least i ifinished...and i'm not emo today!!!like whatever lah....and mr zaki reads blogs...so cool...

anw...had dance in the morn...the UCC stage was marked out and it's like super big...so did lots of brush ups and spacings...and i'm not in the first song...oh well...family is still more impt...not as if if i was there i'll definitely be blocked...anw...both my knees have super bad bruices and my butt is hurting...firstly coz of dance then sitting down for the whole day....oh well...nothing much lah...not gonna emo today...btw...feed my horse k...

messed up

my feelings are in a mess right now...i cant bring myself to conc on one thing and think thoroughly...and with so many things happening in 1 week how can i handle?

first, my dad was hospitalized. though he's discharged, but still, he needs to go back for op.
second, my granduncle just passed away ytd night. i might not even have the chance to go back HK coz of SYF.
third, school work and PW is just weighing too much.
fourth, i just cant seem to clique with my new class. i really miss my teletubbies and s205 and Mcube and of course 4406.
fifth, all these things are making me not conc during dance and therefore, i dance practically every thing off count and therefore i'm not blocked. i really wanna be blocked but how? even 1 count i'll be happy...so long as i'm inside all 3 songs, i'm happy.

one final thing, life's unprediactable. dont expect too much from it.

why?

so many whys in my head...

why is there such a thing as gallstones? making ppl suffer from abdominal pain...the sight of seeing ppl in pain...seeing ppl lying on the hospital beds...the sighs they make...reminds me of last yr May...

why are we so busy that we stop noticing the things around us that actually brings joy?we are always so busy that we dont have time to appreciate the things around us the ppl around us. thanks to our busyness, we complain and complain. but we actually live in a place full of joy, it's just a matter of whether we realize it or not. i sort of miss last May...though it wasn't something pleasant, but i managed to see the love from people, i managed to have time to really think through many things...the near one month rest was really a good time of self reflection...