why?

so many whys in my head...

why is there such a thing as gallstones? making ppl suffer from abdominal pain...the sight of seeing ppl in pain...seeing ppl lying on the hospital beds...the sighs they make...reminds me of last yr May...

why are we so busy that we stop noticing the things around us that actually brings joy?we are always so busy that we dont have time to appreciate the things around us the ppl around us. thanks to our busyness, we complain and complain. but we actually live in a place full of joy, it's just a matter of whether we realize it or not. i sort of miss last May...though it wasn't something pleasant, but i managed to see the love from people, i managed to have time to really think through many things...the near one month rest was really a good time of self reflection...