sometimes, i just want to pon school. everyday i look at the timetable, i just want to stay at home. but i know it is not the right thing to do. lessons are so packed and recesses and lunches are used to do homework. and teachers are adding extra lessons. and tests are in 2-3 weeks time. and till now, i know nuts about things going on in class. except for maths. and being so busy with dance and house comm, i have no time to study. so how can i meet the expectations that i set for myself, that people are expecting? topping the class in maths and physics. can i do it once more? even chem. i should just spend this time to study. but obviously i'm not studying. i was talking to phoebe about using the comp for all the wrong reasons and mdm iznarti overheard the whole conversation and she just started laughing. funny. and i was late for school yesterday. first time this year. not like i really bothered.

and i realised i dont have much time to think of what happened through the day. and i just lose track of itme and where i am. while having chem lesson which was in the third floor, i just had this really strong feeling that i'm on the first floor. so wierd. and i dont even know what date it is and even worse, what day. i thought wednesday was a friday. i think i'm going crazy.

anyway, just some random thanking session.
thanks QAHHAR! for doing the CNY thing. which i think is a total waste of time.and coming out with the design of the mascot! we are so gonna win the mascot! ms lim wants the trophy BADLY! actually i also!

thanks SOOBOON! for being such a great secretary! and typing the list of runners and calling people to run! so glad that we have enough people! without you, miranda hse comm really can die. i'm sorry if i'm always not around. we do have our differences in thinking. and i've learnt to let go through all that has happened. i don't know what are your feelings at this very moment, but let me just say that i've put things behind me and am moving on. hope you are too! let us start afresh ya? i know this 1 plus month is gonna be tough on you since i'm always not around, but i'll still be there whenever i can. and i really appreciate it if you tell me about the progress and other things that is happening! thanks so much!

thanks PECKHONG! finally you give me my 4 month old present! HAHA!!! it's really great seeing you around in school! especially when our home rooms are just next to each other! really missed the times when you sat behind me and always got scolded by teachers for talking too much. all my fault. whole day only talk. haha. it's been great knowing you for 5 years and still counting! remembered this time of last year we thought that we would not have time to see each other again. but miraculously, you came MJC. and i don't feel alone any longer. especially when you are always beside me! anyway, we still gotta buy BINDHYA's present. if not she won't give us ours. and lets go out during CNY! i'm super free! since i told my mum dont ask me do homework.

thanks DANCE CLIQUE! we've known each other for 1 year now. from the days of SYF till the concert. really had a great time having lunch with you all and going crazy. and to YUENYIN my sleeping partner, studio is really a best place to sleep in school. to LOIS, my dearest daughter, really glad to have someone from hse comm that is in dance as well. when times i was down, i really had someone to talk to. to WANTING, subway rocks! anyway, loved all the times we spent together. be it dancing or EATING! you have more commitments now but dont pon dance and lessons ok? to IRIS and YUNN YUE, really had fun dancing and talking to you guys as well. lastly, to our ever so adorable GLADYS, it's been long since we last seen/talk to each other. i hope everything is going fine. really really hope to see you during dance concert. we miss you lots!

last of all, i want to congratulate all the newly appointed MIRANDA OGLS! i hoped you all had fun during OGL interview. never seen me so emo right? brian chia! haha...i really had fun during OGL interview, especially the scenario, which i think that it is the part that you all hate the most! anyway, i'm really sorry to those who are OGLS but posted to other houses, i know it doesnt feel good but hope you all still keep the spirit high! and all the best to those who want to be OHL!

such a long post. and full of randomness. haha.