ok. i shall blog probably my last post of the year as i will be flying (again) to HK tml and i may not have time for a christmas and NYE post. and since ppl are flooding my tagboard to tell me to blog, so i shall fulfill their wish.

so far, i went to melbourne and vietnam. melbourne was alright i guess. too city for me though. dint manage to find zhiyang coz of the schedule and i have no way to contact him. dance there was fantastic and brett rocks!! was quite irritated over some stuff though but felt much better now! i loved the lavender garden and strawberry farm!

after that was prom. it was alright and i shall not complain about the food coz i dint eat it since it's like all spicy. all i know is i was super tired coz i woke up at 4 plus am that morning thanks to time lag from melbourne though it's only 3 hrs earlier. took quite a lot of photos though. and i took with AK!!! HAHA!!!but i was n't wearing prom dress at that time. and I WILL NEVER BE A TAI TAI!!! maybe a wanyee style one but not a typical one...haha...

then had showcase on the nx mon. nothing really special but i think it was sort of an end to seeing the dancers almost everyday.

then was YA chalet! invited zimin and jas but they couldn't make it in the end. but over all it was fun serving the bros and sis! cutting fruits at 3 am and sleeping only at 5 plus. the chalet was quite good though lots of ants!

then met up with ph and bind the nx mon. all 3 of us went to diff countries sincce we last met! and all 3 are like totally different. haha...had a great time! and BIND! you spoilt our plan! how can you!!!!haha...jkjk...

wed i flew to vietnam. the SQ service wasn't as good though. but dec is really the month that i ever watch the most movies. so far is 5 then i guess i'll watch one more on CX on wed. haha. Hanoi was pretty messy and dusty so i wasn't really in favour of that. but the food was not bad. and they sell dog meat! OMG!!! see...not only China does this kind of stuff...iris even saw cat meat and the tour guide say they eat rabbit meat also. how disgusting. i actually so the bbq-ed or whatever way they cooked it dog which is cut into half and some places have dog heads and tails sticking out! it's even worse than live dogs which are scary enough. anw...the scenery was not bad but their temples cant beat China's and they smell different. we had a sampan ride for 2 hrs which led me to headaches coz after that was 2 hrsbus ride back to Hanoi. but that was not the worst. i went Ha Long Bay and had half a day of boat ride then 3 hrs ride back to Hanoi and then had a trishaw ride on the messy and dusty and noisy streets of Hanoi. so i felt nauseous and hadvery bad headaches which led to me eating very little for dinner which was served only at 9 spore time which means i dont normally eat a lot at this kind of time. but over all, it was quite good. i wanna go Ho Chih Minh City next.

then i'll be flying back to HK tml at arnd 6. quite excited coz all my cousins will be back this time...really missed those times when everyone were in HK and always eating dinner tgt at our grandma's hse. and i get to EAT and SHOP! yesh!!!haha...ok...that's all my activities after i end 'A's which feels like 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 years ago! haha...

ps. i still owe 2 farewell posts so i'll post it after i post my 100th post...haha...this is the 99th post!

i know it's time for me to blog but it's getting late so i'll blog a super long onetml or mon before i fly to melbourne. so please be patient and wait. HAHAHAHA!!!!

i'm scared. but do not worry!!!it'll be over very soon...omg...ok...byebye

不知为什么心里很不安.
还有那么—点点的时间
我真的可以做到吗?

好不容易走到这一步
为什么不要好好的走下去?
相信神!
他祝福的手—直在带领着我
他的恩典—定够我用的!

farewell-events

1. ELYSIUM dance concert 2008
it was a dream come true since sec 1 when i started dancing in school. though it was really tiring, but i was glad that all went well. i'll miss those days in the studio and all the scoldings and laughters and naggings and pain. and don't forget, ms wee saved 2 dances for us!



2. ACES day
it's just so scary to lead a dance in front of the whole school. but i was glad that it went well. from teaching the dances during PE lessons, the recording and mixing of the songs, making up names for the steps for easier memory, i'm glad it went well. and ACES should be the only thing that the whole hse comm did together.



3.Orientations
4 orientations, 4 totally different experiences. first as OGM, then OGL, then OHL, then MOHL. i wouldn't say i had fun in all, but i learnt many lessons through them.

4. cheerleadings/colosseums
it's so tiring as a cheerleader. so hard to coordinate. it's so difficult to try to make practices fun but yet serious. it was so difficult to not use the dance method of polishing, coz ppl wun know what difference it makes when angles are wrong. but i had fun overall i guess. but it was just really tiring.

5. road race
i hate the mascot race. esp the 2008 one. running from head to toe, toe to head. tired sia. but well, what can i say?

6. open house
dancing under the sun at noon for 4 times, with flu, with cramps and feeling really sleepy. it was open hse when i thought that there were ppl who really cared.

7.SYF
i miss the seniors! it's the first time ever that i feel dance is really tiring. still rmb climbing over the fence. it's really great to know these people. can't wait for the next time we dance again!!!

8.LTC
my dear ahmads!!!i really had a great time! the cheers, laughter, dragon boating, campfire, SANDCASTLE!!!, and lots more!!! i really miss these bunch of people!!!and the fun!!!

9.Pre-U Sem
really tiring and a test of my patience. but i'm glad for those who were theree for me and hearing my complaints. and this is the last event that i really enjoyed myself!

10.Melbourne trip
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btw, all the best to those taking PSLE tml!

"For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Matthew 6:32-34

i guess God really wants me to stop worrying. results haven't been good and i have never felt so demoralised in my life before. and once again i was told that i underperform, but hello, cant you see i have improvements in ALL my subjects? you think i'm very happy with my results.i go everywhere trying to comfort ppl for their results. so? what about me? always telling ppl that i'm alright since there's improvement...so? well, if my chem get E in 'A's i'll have improvement! what so happy about that?

i dont know when i'll really not be able to take it. but i hope that day never come. i really pray that i'll really trust in theLORD and let all the negative things get out of the way so i really can concentrate. i really want a break.

please pray for me.

ps. HK trip was a great relaxer.

pss. my bday let me see the more impt things, not presents.