A Teacher's tear (cont)

got a several posts from my classmates

FARAH'S BLOG
how would you feel to see someone cry?how would you feel to see someone cry because of you?how would you feel when you see someone cry because of disappointment?how would you feel to see a man crying because of your class?how would you feel when you hear all sorts of comments from the teachers saying your class is a gone case?now, my friends, it is time to prove those teachers wrong. and show mr tan that we are capable of doing better.today is an emo day.a reality check for me and (most of)my classmates.tears wouldn't make a difference if no results would be produced at the end of the day.yes, i feel so guilty to see him break down.

JACK'S BLOG
Something happened abruptly last Thursday.Something which no one expected to happen.Something which is totally unpredictable.A Male Teacher Wept.All this while he worried most for the 27 students of 07S208, but his care towards his students went unappreciated. Students still led life like nothing else in the world mattered, when in reality, their failures during the Promos examination may cost them their bright future. He worries,He bought cookies and chocolate bars for the "improving" students,but yet he could not keep his grief. Tears fell. Yet some people took it upon as a joke. Saddening.What vile creatures are we to make a teacher, a Male Teacher to tear? Remarks made to the class have been poor. This indirectly highlights how effective the CT is. The class had been also highlighted as "The Class with Potential", but what is the reasons for such poor grades? Time management? Stress? Laziness?

WE WILL DO IT. I'M SURE!

stree management

it's been super long since i blogged. anyway, today had this talk on stress management, then had a super sumplified DISC test. and obviously i'm high I...HAHA...and ya, it was about stress.

was reading through my previous posts.i still cant forget that few weeks that i was so stressed up. but oh well, it's all over. just pray that i'll cont to stay like what i am now. not trying to meet other people's expectations, but to really think that it's a chance that i shouldn't neglect. and just do my best for the coming promos. no matter what results i get, it's up to God . at least i know that i did my best.

and i realize mdm tan is not so bad after all. even if she scolded me like crazy, she's a good teacher and also a caring one. i mean, which relief teacher would ever give you extra lessons? though it means to go back to school on the 2 study leave days, but at least this shows that she cares. and it was her scolding that woke me up.

on another note, i think i'm going crazy. i actually dreamt of ECONS last night. like wth. dreaming of maths is already bad enough. but econs? it's so so so much more worse. so irritating. maybe i should plan what to dream about so i can study in my sleep as well. haha...LAME.

anyway, I'M GOING BACK HONGKONG!!!!!!!!so excited!!!14 more days!!!AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

a teacher's tear

first time i see a teacher cry. a male teacher. he cares. he really cares. and we know he do.

we will work hard. for him. for other teachers. for our parents. but more importantly, for ourselves. show people that we can do it. show people that we can. we really can. 07S208. we can do it. have faith in yourselves. we'll help each other. i know he has faith in us.

anyway, tomorrow is the big day. and i am so not gonna make any mistakes. and make sure my cam works. and i'm going back TKGS!

you say GOD SAYS

You Say God Says

It's impossible All things are possible Luke 18:27
I'm too tired I will give you rest Matthew 11:28-30
Nobody really loves me I love you john 3:16
I can't go on My grace is sufficient 2 Corinthians 1:9
I can't figure things out I will direct your steps Proverbs 3:5-6
I can't do it You can do all things Philippians 4:13
I'm not able I am able 2 Corinthians 9:8
It's not worth it It will be worth it Romans 8:28
I can't forgive myself I forgive you 1 John 1:9 & Romans 8:1
I can't manage I will supply all your needs Philippians 4:19
I'm afraid I have not given you a spirit of fear 2 Timothy 1:7
I'm always worried and frustrated Cast all your cares on ME 1 Peter 5:7
I don't have enough faith I've given everyone a measure of faith Romans 12:3
I'm not smart enough I give you wisdom 1 Corinthians 1:30
I feel all alone I will never leave you or forsake you Hebrews 13:5

thx wei en for sending this to me! was really encouraging!

容祖儿-小小

作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦编曲:林迈可

#回忆像个说书的人
用充满乡音的口吻
跳过水坑绕过小村
等相遇的缘分
你用泥巴捏一座城
说将来要娶我进门
转多少身过几次门虚掷青春#

小小的誓言还不稳
小小的泪水还在撑
稚嫩的唇在说离分

*我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
那年你搬小小的板凳
为戏入迷我也一路跟

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在树下小小的打盹
小小的我傻傻等*
重复#

小小的感动雨纷纷
小小的别扭惹人疼
小小的人还不会吻

重复*

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
当初学人说爱念剧本
缺牙的你发音却不准

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牵小小的人
守著小小的永恒

over!

at last it's over! well done Miranda! thanks all those who went down for the games!

anw...this FunFestique period was really a good time to get to know other house comm members and share our problems with each other and you slowly realize all houses have the same problem.haha.

my temper this week wasn't very good but thank God that my friends understand. thanks guys for tolerating with my horrible behaviour.there are just too many things happening. personal things, house things, tests, scoldings and lots more.

today was leaders workshop. gotta gather with Ahmad again! love them loads. and was reflecting through this 2 months in office. and suddenly the teacher touched on the times where you felt powerless and powerful. and got reminded by the scolding i had on mon. cant stand it. i know i shouldn't think of it anymore but i nvr got scolded by a teacher till that extent before?

then was quite stressed up coz the workshop supposed to end at 11 so planned for aces training to start at 12 but apparently it ended only at 12 so we didn't eat lunch until 4. thank God that the house comm was really supportive today. good that they sense the seriousness of our FIRST PUBLIC PERFORMANCE. go house comm!!!you can do it! rock on!

many things to complete this weekend and i dont think i'll be able to finish it. but oh well, shall study for chem SPA first since it's a national exam.

ps. i'm NOT smart.

untitled

i don't wanna hide anymore. joking, laughing with friends. everyone just think that i'm a super cheerful girl, nothing is wrong, studies no problem and whatever rubbish. but right now, my studies are suffering so so much and i don't know where to start. i don't wanna act like i love school and everything anymore. i don't wanna laugh my way through school when i know that tears can roll down anytime soon.

anyway, thanks to all those who comforted me today. there are some things that i cant tell but really thanks for being there.

on another note, i think i should drop h3 maths. though i hate the feeling of scrificing what i love for my future. comments please.