" Taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him." Psalm 32:8
it's been long since i last did my QT and when i did it, it really shot me.
i know that God exists but so what? do i really think that he's reality? or just another person?
my faith in God has slowly disappeared...God has not been my top priority for this half a year and it has come to a point where i just feel that i'm like a non-christian and God isn't in me anymore...but i know God is always there...it's just a matter of whether I want to be there or not...how i wish i don't have to go to sch on thurs again and i have hols for the rest of my life and strengthen my walk with God...but i know it'll never happen.
the times ahead is gonna be really tough... with house comm and dance...but God has given me another hurdle to cross another hurdle to test my faith...i'll soon have lots of conflicts with parents about going home late and a lot of other stuff...plus the horrible mid yr results that i predict i'll get...studies will gonna be crazy and a lot more others...but i'm studying for God and God gave me a chance to study so i'm gonna do my best...
some thing to think about...Am i a student that happens to be a christian or a christian that happens to be a student?
my prayer:
Lord, help me to draw closer to You Lord, even in the midst of busy school work and that i may lay hold on eternal things not temporal things. Enable me to taste You and know that You are good.Make heaven more real to me than earthly thing has ever been. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.
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