while on msn the other day, i suddenly woke up and the fact finally sink in. i always thought i accepted it even before it was told. until that time, i finally feel the seriousness of it all. i wonder how will life be in the future. without him around.


anyway, thanks to all those who cared. i really appreciated it. i'll be alright k? dont worry about me.


to all those who said that i was happy since i got sole power, i'm disappointed that you all actually say that. by the way, thanks for showing that you all only think that i want power, and i'm gonna prove that point wrong. and try being in my position.


that felt great. it's gonna be tough for me next year, especially the first 2 months. but i know God will bring me through.

anw, my bro just flew to aussie this afternoon. and my mum gonna fly to beijing tmr. so it's me and my dad. and most prob my dad's gonna fly to shanghai this month so i'll be left alone.sian-ed.