confusing.super confusing. especially after JK asked me about something. maybe i'm not the only one. the past 2 months has been the most terrible months i've ever had. even if it's the holidays, even if dance was great. but my mind could never settle down, since the day the news broke. everyday, i ask myself, what will the future be like? can i ever do it well?
then came OGL camp, when JK told me about some things. i should never have doubted. maybe my feelings should never be made known. at least, if i didn't cry at that time, we'll be closer. at least, that's what i feel. or maybe i'm too engrossed in dance, forgetting about my duties as a hse comm member. maybe i'm just not meant to be in this position.
one day last month, i was looking at my hse comm badge. and i realised how much i've taken this badge for granted. the position for granted. the friends for granted. people were always by my side. be it miranda hse comm, ms lim, kevan, lois, brian or any other people. while looking at the badge, i suddenly feel a burden coming my way. i realised, sacrifice has to be made. am i ready? at least, i know i have people by my side supporting me.

ANYWAY!!!IT"S GONNA BE CHRISTMAS IN 1 HALF HOURS!!!I'M NOT GONNA BE EMO!!!HAHA!!!I'M GOING CRAZY AND I HVEN'T WRITE FINISH MY CHRISTMAS CARDS YET!!!LALALA!!!