am i gonna just follow what others are doing for the next half of my jc life? it's just how true God's words are. we have to be responsible for the decisions we made. and i have faced it before. one year and one month ago, i made my own decision and followed what others say. but i did not listen to God, did not seek God's will. and i had to bear the consequences.
church camp had made me realise how miserable my life has been for the times while i was in jc. i was just working for people and trying to show people the best of me. but i did not live for God. this time round, i'm determined. i really am. determined to turn back to God. i know the route back will not be easy, but i know when i trust everything to God, He'll provide.