i complained. again. i need to learn to stop complaining. i told myself i cannot say anything about what happened anymore unless i'm gonna reconcile with him but i broke my own promise. God please help me. though i really had fun today, i knew i did something wrong. arghhhh...i need patience, self-control. and i still don't have the courage to talk to him. i need to learn to let go of all the wrongs he did. ARGHHHHH...this is getting irritating