people change. but this one, too fast. just one day. a total different person. where did you go? i don't understand. your smile, your jokes, it's not there anymore. i'm worried. sometimes not even a hi when we meet.
it's been a crazy 3 days. it's just too quick. the things i heard. i just hope that it's not true at all. maybe i know too much. maybe i should stop listening. but i'm seriously worried. friendships are breaking fast. and i don't know how can i help. thinking about what i've heard. it's painful to believe it's true. why? no one can answer that. only you.
-all of us just wants to see the old you again-
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Sunday, July 15, 2007
i'm happy!!!
yes...i'm happy...haha...
firstly, i did above my expectations for like practically all my subjects.
secondly, i qualify for H3 maths.
thirdly, i really thank God coz never ever expect myself to do well.
BUT...stress is piling up.millions of undone tutorials.FunFestique signing up starting.Aces day dance.piano exam.and who knows what else?
oh well...but with God, i'm sure i can pull through, though it will be challenging. i'll try my best to depend on Him more and more, day by day.
firstly, i did above my expectations for like practically all my subjects.
secondly, i qualify for H3 maths.
thirdly, i really thank God coz never ever expect myself to do well.
BUT...stress is piling up.millions of undone tutorials.FunFestique signing up starting.Aces day dance.piano exam.and who knows what else?
oh well...but with God, i'm sure i can pull through, though it will be challenging. i'll try my best to depend on Him more and more, day by day.
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Apprehending God
" Taste and see that the Lord is good, blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him." Psalm 32:8
it's been long since i last did my QT and when i did it, it really shot me.
i know that God exists but so what? do i really think that he's reality? or just another person?
my faith in God has slowly disappeared...God has not been my top priority for this half a year and it has come to a point where i just feel that i'm like a non-christian and God isn't in me anymore...but i know God is always there...it's just a matter of whether I want to be there or not...how i wish i don't have to go to sch on thurs again and i have hols for the rest of my life and strengthen my walk with God...but i know it'll never happen.
the times ahead is gonna be really tough... with house comm and dance...but God has given me another hurdle to cross another hurdle to test my faith...i'll soon have lots of conflicts with parents about going home late and a lot of other stuff...plus the horrible mid yr results that i predict i'll get...studies will gonna be crazy and a lot more others...but i'm studying for God and God gave me a chance to study so i'm gonna do my best...
some thing to think about...Am i a student that happens to be a christian or a christian that happens to be a student?
my prayer:
Lord, help me to draw closer to You Lord, even in the midst of busy school work and that i may lay hold on eternal things not temporal things. Enable me to taste You and know that You are good.Make heaven more real to me than earthly thing has ever been. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.
it's been long since i last did my QT and when i did it, it really shot me.
i know that God exists but so what? do i really think that he's reality? or just another person?
my faith in God has slowly disappeared...God has not been my top priority for this half a year and it has come to a point where i just feel that i'm like a non-christian and God isn't in me anymore...but i know God is always there...it's just a matter of whether I want to be there or not...how i wish i don't have to go to sch on thurs again and i have hols for the rest of my life and strengthen my walk with God...but i know it'll never happen.
the times ahead is gonna be really tough... with house comm and dance...but God has given me another hurdle to cross another hurdle to test my faith...i'll soon have lots of conflicts with parents about going home late and a lot of other stuff...plus the horrible mid yr results that i predict i'll get...studies will gonna be crazy and a lot more others...but i'm studying for God and God gave me a chance to study so i'm gonna do my best...
some thing to think about...Am i a student that happens to be a christian or a christian that happens to be a student?
my prayer:
Lord, help me to draw closer to You Lord, even in the midst of busy school work and that i may lay hold on eternal things not temporal things. Enable me to taste You and know that You are good.Make heaven more real to me than earthly thing has ever been. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
i'm back!!!
HIBLOG!!!!it's been long since i last blogged...was studying and just plain laziness to blog...hai...midyrs was flunked...i mean chem was like total rubbish...i bet no one's gonna pass...econs was alright but i did wrongly for one qn so equals to die as well...maths was like the easiest but still...got parts cun do...physics...walau....my most confident topic and i dint know how to do...why kinematics so difficult???wth...chinese was...oh well...like tt lorh...
went to white sands, marina square and suntec today with ph, sj and cher...but cher went home after white sands...bind was supposed to come but she had to do something...choy was also supposed to come but she cun pack finish her scores...poor librarian of band...my class went to watch transformers at tm...dint go with them..shall blog again another time...so tired..
went to white sands, marina square and suntec today with ph, sj and cher...but cher went home after white sands...bind was supposed to come but she had to do something...choy was also supposed to come but she cun pack finish her scores...poor librarian of band...my class went to watch transformers at tm...dint go with them..shall blog again another time...so tired..
Saturday, June 9, 2007
camps camps camps!!!
yay!!!i survived 2 camps in a row...haha...and both camps was fun....
LTC...
Ahmad!!!we rock sia...best group somemore....ms lee was like telling us that everytime we make noise the teachers will be like 'your ahmad ah'...haha...at least we never fail to not get hyper...i really hope we can stay in contact ya....wanyee loves ahmad....
the ahmadies
yi ping, JJ, kangli, audrey, michelle, jiaying, lizzie and ME!!!
kevan, daniel, sherman, joel, liang ting, jonathan
the cheer
ahmad the mama fandi fandi ahmad
ahmad the soccer star soccer soccer star star
*some rhythm*
we are the ahmadies
ahmad ahmad ahmadies
ahmad ahmad kick the(ir) ball
we will confirm win you all
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmadies...RAH!!!
many funny things happen and did lotsa stupid stuff...oh and our most wonderful debrief
debrief start
what did we learn today?
no.1 model the way
no.2 inspire a shared vision
no.3 challenge the process
no.4 enable others to act
no.5 encourage the heart
debrief end
such a stupid debrief...and something else
raise up your right hand, put it on your left chest 1,2,3*start singing the pledge*
and lots of other stuff...have some ahmad photos but maybe next time ya...so ahmad...wait patiently...
dance camp...
was really tired on the first day coz it was straight after LTC...then skipped the first hip hop session coz of hse comm induction..talking about tt... the 5th hse comm is really super noisy...ms yeow says we need to learn to act more mature...anw...then had lunch and hip hop...it was alright lah...not my fave though...then had torture chamber...disgusting but fun..then was to choreo group dance...the most stupid dance i've ever choreo and dances...but also the funnest...very long nvr laugh so much while dancing le...then at night was movie"you got served"...and i slept throughout the whole movie!!!how great...not tt it was boring but just tt i was too tired to stay awake...argh...missed a super good movie just like tt....
2nd day...woke up at 6.30 and was super hungry...but still hafta run 2.4 before eating breakfast...which led to stitch after just 1 round...wth...so irritating lah...ask me how to run...anw...after tt had jazz!!!!! anne rocks my life man...i wanna go Oschool and learn jazz...lois and wanting...after promos hor....then had farewell at night...seniors cried again...and it's always the same few...ya...photos nx time k...i promise...
LTC...
Ahmad!!!we rock sia...best group somemore....ms lee was like telling us that everytime we make noise the teachers will be like 'your ahmad ah'...haha...at least we never fail to not get hyper...i really hope we can stay in contact ya....wanyee loves ahmad....
the ahmadies
yi ping, JJ, kangli, audrey, michelle, jiaying, lizzie and ME!!!
kevan, daniel, sherman, joel, liang ting, jonathan
the cheer
ahmad the mama fandi fandi ahmad
ahmad the soccer star soccer soccer star star
*some rhythm*
we are the ahmadies
ahmad ahmad ahmadies
ahmad ahmad kick the(ir) ball
we will confirm win you all
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmad ah ah ahmad
ahmadies...RAH!!!
many funny things happen and did lotsa stupid stuff...oh and our most wonderful debrief
debrief start
what did we learn today?
no.1 model the way
no.2 inspire a shared vision
no.3 challenge the process
no.4 enable others to act
no.5 encourage the heart
debrief end
such a stupid debrief...and something else
raise up your right hand, put it on your left chest 1,2,3*start singing the pledge*
and lots of other stuff...have some ahmad photos but maybe next time ya...so ahmad...wait patiently...
dance camp...
was really tired on the first day coz it was straight after LTC...then skipped the first hip hop session coz of hse comm induction..talking about tt... the 5th hse comm is really super noisy...ms yeow says we need to learn to act more mature...anw...then had lunch and hip hop...it was alright lah...not my fave though...then had torture chamber...disgusting but fun..then was to choreo group dance...the most stupid dance i've ever choreo and dances...but also the funnest...very long nvr laugh so much while dancing le...then at night was movie"you got served"...and i slept throughout the whole movie!!!how great...not tt it was boring but just tt i was too tired to stay awake...argh...missed a super good movie just like tt....
2nd day...woke up at 6.30 and was super hungry...but still hafta run 2.4 before eating breakfast...which led to stitch after just 1 round...wth...so irritating lah...ask me how to run...anw...after tt had jazz!!!!! anne rocks my life man...i wanna go Oschool and learn jazz...lois and wanting...after promos hor....then had farewell at night...seniors cried again...and it's always the same few...ya...photos nx time k...i promise...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
things to be done
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!
not that it'll make much difference to my life...welll..time to plan my time super well with one of the busiest holidays...
THINGS GOING ON...
not that it'll make much difference to my life...welll..time to plan my time super well with one of the busiest holidays...
THINGS GOING ON...
- LTC (1st to 4th)
- dance camp(5th to 6th)
- church camp(13th to 16th)
- movie marathon(23rd)
THINGS I WANT TO DO(OTHER THAN STUDIES)...
- rebond my hair
- go back TKG (a must lah..to get my cert)
- go for consultation for whatever subjects
- go vivocity
TOPICS TO SUMMARISE...
mathematics
- partial fractions
- trigonometry
- mathematical indauction
- functions
- graphing techniques
- binomial theorem
- AP
- GP
physics
- measurements
- thermal physics
- kinematics
- forces and dynamics
- work energy power
chemistry
- stoichiometry
- redox
- atomic structure
- chemical kinetics
- gases
- chemical bonding
economics
- supply and demand
- externalities
REVISION PACKAGES TO DO...
- mathematics paper
- physics(5 topics)
- chemistry(6 topics)
- economics(memorise the answers)
- chinese(yan yu)
i hope that's all...so many...oh ya...one more thing...PRACTISE PIANO EVERYDAY FOR AT LEAST 1 HOUR(IF I'M AT HOME)
Sunday, May 27, 2007
one year
it's been one year...one year since my operation...one year since i first got hospitalized...it's fast how one year has passed just like that...how God brought me through this one year without much complications...i really thank Him for all that he has given...my family my friends everyone who's around me...i'll love them for what they've done for me...what they'll do for me...and i'll do my best to be a good friend good daughter and good sister...the 2 years ahead is gonna be tough...with my term in house comm and also PW and tons of work...there'll always be people around to support me. help me through...as did they one year ago...i love you guys...
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