i just have one thing to say, i'm dead tired. and it's only the 4th day!!!imagine i still have 4 more months!!!and this week was just going through of papers...omg...how how how???

tomorrow marks the start of my 4-month study spree.
but in the midst of studying, i'll not forsake QT and also serving.
and i'll not stress myself so much, since God has given my this privilege to study so i'll enjoy it! that's why i don't mug, i study!!!
and i'll cont encouraging the people around me who are also busy studying.
and if i get lost during this time, please remind me of my utmost focus and motivation.
last 4 months of MOE education!!! Gambatte people!!!

do i wanna be an eagle, a chicken, or an eagle wanting to be a chicken?
thanks for the encouragements and reminders.
讚美之泉 展開清晨的翅膀

主耶和華, 你已經鑒察了我。
我坐下, 我起來, 你都已曉得。
我行路, 我躺臥, 你都細察，
你也深知我一切所行。
我舌頭上的話, 你沒有一句不知道。
你在我前後環繞著我, 按手在我身上。
這樣的奇妙, 是我不能測透，
你的至高你的尊貴, 是我永遠不能所及。
我可以往哪裡去躲避你的靈？
我可以往哪裡去逃, 可躲避你的面？
我若展開清晨的翅膀飛到地極, 就在那裡，
你的雙手也必引導我。

不要再逃了, 回家吧!

wanted to blog about what Ailing said today. Matthew 5:38-42. but i'll do it tml. not really in the mood now. 9 more days to end of exams. gambatte everyone!

thank GOD that the person replace my GC for free!!!then i don't have to waste 200 bucks to buy a new one since the old one can't be fixed! and my warrranty is actually over!

i complained. again. i need to learn to stop complaining. i told myself i cannot say anything about what happened anymore unless i'm gonna reconcile with him but i broke my own promise. God please help me. though i really had fun today, i knew i did something wrong. arghhhh...i need patience, self-control. and i still don't have the courage to talk to him. i need to learn to let go of all the wrongs he did. ARGHHHHH...this is getting irritating

i jogged today!i don't know why the sudden urge. praobably i wanted sometime alone, out of home, without any distractions. but jogging is great! i love it!
i watched SYTYCD3 today! it's been long since i watched dance on TV. i remembered the first season. the only full episode i watched was when i was in hospital. and it's like 2 years ago. how time flies. anyway, saw a girl without arm and a guy without leg danced. i mean they had fake arm and leg but their passion. WOW! though the guy didn't make it but the girl did! how can you breakdance with a fake leg?
i love my brothers and sisters in christ! spamming my tagboard with great encouragements!
pray that i'll get my GC fixed tomorrow and i'll really get enough rest. can't stand it when i wake up at 7 everyday feeling super tired but cant go back to sleep.it's not a good feeling.