wanted to blog about what Ailing said today. Matthew 5:38-42. but i'll do it tml. not really in the mood now. 9 more days to end of exams. gambatte everyone!

thank GOD that the person replace my GC for free!!!then i don't have to waste 200 bucks to buy a new one since the old one can't be fixed! and my warrranty is actually over!

i complained. again. i need to learn to stop complaining. i told myself i cannot say anything about what happened anymore unless i'm gonna reconcile with him but i broke my own promise. God please help me. though i really had fun today, i knew i did something wrong. arghhhh...i need patience, self-control. and i still don't have the courage to talk to him. i need to learn to let go of all the wrongs he did. ARGHHHHH...this is getting irritating

i jogged today!i don't know why the sudden urge. praobably i wanted sometime alone, out of home, without any distractions. but jogging is great! i love it!
i watched SYTYCD3 today! it's been long since i watched dance on TV. i remembered the first season. the only full episode i watched was when i was in hospital. and it's like 2 years ago. how time flies. anyway, saw a girl without arm and a guy without leg danced. i mean they had fake arm and leg but their passion. WOW! though the guy didn't make it but the girl did! how can you breakdance with a fake leg?
i love my brothers and sisters in christ! spamming my tagboard with great encouragements!
pray that i'll get my GC fixed tomorrow and i'll really get enough rest. can't stand it when i wake up at 7 everyday feeling super tired but cant go back to sleep.it's not a good feeling.

am i gonna just follow what others are doing for the next half of my jc life? it's just how true God's words are. we have to be responsible for the decisions we made. and i have faced it before. one year and one month ago, i made my own decision and followed what others say. but i did not listen to God, did not seek God's will. and i had to bear the consequences.

church camp had made me realise how miserable my life has been for the times while i was in jc. i was just working for people and trying to show people the best of me. but i did not live for God.

this time round, i'm determined. i really am. determined to turn back to God. i know the route back will not be easy, but i know when i trust everything to God, He'll provide.

everyday i'm reminded to put God as my priority. it's just so amazing how God reminds you of things. now, i'm living a happier life, a more focused one.
the important thing now is discipline to study. midyears are in like less than 2 weeks but i havent done much revision. i need to stay focused!

am i gonna just follow what others are doing for the next half of my jc life? it's just how true God's words are. we have to be responsible for the decisions we made. and i have faced it before. one year and one month ago, i made my own decision and followed what others say. but i did not listen to God, did not seek God's will. and i had to bear the consequences.
church camp had made me realise how miserable my life has been for the times while i was in jc. i was just working for people and trying to show people the best of me. but i did not live for God. this time round, i'm determined. i really am. determined to turn back to God. i know the route back will not be easy, but i know when i trust everything to God, He'll provide.